[01 Jul 2005|11:55am] [ mood | ehhh ] Hmm well, a lot has been  happening lately.. On wenesday i went to say goodbye  2 dez.. Got there and she forced me into the pool fully clothed.. ya very unconferable.. never mind that i was wearing white pants.. Then yesterday got up early got my transcipts to Notre Dame so im officially going there. im excited. Ive stayed @ fhs for my friends but i never see any1 any ways and i hate that school sooooo much! i no i will probably lose contact with sum people but hopefully not every1.. Then i went turned in all my coins got like 90 bucks i was siked bc i had no money haha.. i washed my car then went picked up steph's car n washed that.. then got lunch 4 me n steph and ate then did like 80 more things.. last night i wanted to go 2 Troy's but my favorite person. (cough_ woodnt let me so i was pretty pissed so i drank and passed out :).. Today my uncle who lived w. me moved back to Cali and Steph is moving out 2 marrow and getting another job so im never gonna get to see her. Overall im really stressed out. my life is crazy. But any who 2 night is Devens fire works in Aire so every1 shood def come.. leave me sum advice :/ 2 tripped! | walk with me!

[18 Jun 2005|03:32pm] [ mood | giddy ] dont u wish ur g.f was hot like me!! :) .. holla um yesterday me and kaliegh went to the salmond pond mall it was nice just me n her.. ah it is getting closer n closer 4 her leaving i dk wut im gonna do!! Last night me steph and DANIELLE went to a dance recitle thing it was pretty fun.. then me and danielle hung out it was nice.. Today hung out with sum people now we're having a bbq 4 my dad.. wut is every1 doing 2 night? 1 tripped! | walk with me!

[14 Jun 2005|12:25pm] [ mood | content ] o shit yesterday was hot. Megan brandee kaliegh Jess and Morgan all came over n went swimming it was wicked fun. Cept the part with i got stuck with my niece Jaeda but it wasn't for long..  Then, took a shower and stuff ate, stop by anna's i love that girl!.. haha today. no plans just working 6-10 with morgan woot! wut is every1 doing this weekend?   2 tripped! | walk with me!

pretty sure last night was gay!!! [12 Jun 2005|11:35am] [ mood | cranky ] Ok my whole day yesterday sucked big monkey balls!..... got up late had plans 2 go 2 the beach was so excited went got everything ready food cooler ext.. then went picked every1 danielle megan dez and leominster and megan realized wen we're leominster that she 4 got her bathing suit.. so go all the way back.. and johnny checked my car said i needed engine oil w.e.. got that and finally after all that get going now it is like 11. We get to rt2 and we r dead stopped in traffic for 30 minutes so already fusterated i just turned around we came back to my pool 4 a little bit n Dez had to leave like right away?.. w.e.. THEN fucking steph wanted to b picked up so she tells me in leominster lancaster st by friendly's.. she is drunk n doesnt no wut she is talking about.. so i go over there and then she calls back and tells me the street is by Brooks which is the complete opposite side of leominster i finally get there and she takes 4 ever to leave procrastinating.. uhh i was so pissed @ everything!.. Then we finally leave to the fire works and i meet every1 there and they take off on us.. met back up and every1 was suppose 2 come over but w.e i  had fun me and sum people went swimming. i was never so happy 4 a day 2 end!!! fuck people man. | walk with me!

[08 Jun 2005|09:17pm] [ mood | good ] o shit.. we'll start with last weekend.. havent written in a while. Friday i worked 3-10 and wen i got out i drove anna to New Hampshire it was awesome we got there @ like 12:30 and slept in the trailor it was chill and then got up went out on the boat all day! Hot  shit.. Yesterday stayed home from work and hung out with kaliegh went swimming and went 2 see anna and Em and then got a movie and crashed. Today was chill after school Megan morgan and Kay came over we all went swimming ordered pizza and then i was laying down and i was passed out and just woke up. i cant wait 4 this weekend Beach with my Dez!! holla | walk with me!

[31 May 2005|01:15pm] [ mood | very happy ] o shit yesterday was hot i actaully found a place to chill around here.. Me Steph and Mike went to the batting cages and they had banketball there wooped Mike's ass @ that shit!.. holla.. we went to the mall i got a new ball :) it was beautiful.. then came home for a bbq ate so much then got mad blazed and drank and me and steph went to mcdonalds got ice cream sundeas and apple pies mmm then went got hot chocolates haha im gonna b a fat ass pretty soon.. well even more... speaking of mad hungry work 2 night 5-10 | walk with me!

[30 May 2005|10:58am] [ mood | crazy ]  hahahha last night was crazy got out of work a million people called me but i decided to meet morg jess and brandee @ wendys haha that was interesting after not even 2 seconds of  being there brandee like spit out her food and shit was all over me haha its k tho...umm then we dropped my car off went to sum asain invasion and then i went back to my house and drank sum then crashed o ya i got in a lot of trouble bc i was so hyper and i was jumping and climbing on the walls haha it was great.... eww back to school 2 marrow 8 tripped! | walk with me!

[28 May 2005|07:15pm] [ mood | frustrated ] Ok two words... FUCK THIS!!!.. im sick of being tied downim sick of not being able to do wut i want wen i want with put being questioned about who im with wut im doing and wut time will i b back.. fuck that shit im sick of it!!!! i wana b single but @ the same time i dont i just wish i didnt have so many restrictions!!!! ahhh ok im done venting have a good weekend every1 5 tripped! | walk with me!

well well well...... [25 May 2005|06:43pm] [ mood | content ] Hmm let's see... Yesterday was chill went to the mall then went out 2 eat @ the 99!!! finally haha it was good then me and steph rented Jeepers Creepers but my fucking Tv broke!! argggg so we went got another tv and wen everything was all set to watch it the shit skipped the whole time.. i was so pissed nothen ever goes right.. Ah well it turned out to b a pretty good day other than the survere stomach pains... today was ok mcas in school then got my hair done i love it!..cant wait 2 show people.. yup now it is dinner time.. wut is every1 up to 4 the long weekend? Any parties... 2 tripped! | walk with me!

[23 May 2005|07:27pm] [ mood | dorky ] Well now this weekend was interesting.. saturday night i ended up doing both the wrestling and then John's.. I got bitched out 4 going to Johns which was so fucking childish.. and im the younger one. w.e that was great im glad im i left that party early sum grimy shit happened after i left. Sunday went to breakfast got 50 bucks from my godmother 4 my b-day.. then work then hung out wth steph i think.. last night hung out with anna i love that grl i cant wait wednesday im dying my hair and cutting it.. im excited!. 2 tripped! | walk with me!

hhhhhhh [21 May 2005|06:56pm] [ mood | cranky ] O shit yesterday was pretty good.. slept till like 11 ha then did a bunch of shit and then meet morg meg brandee @ the mall that was fun.. i was unsure of wut i was doing 4 the night so i was like ill have a fire. The fire turned out hot every1 showed up i got fucked up haha kaliegh meg jess and meg slept over it was an overall awesome day.. 2 night im unsure of wut im doing im @ the point where i cant decide so im about to say fuck it and stay home and get ice cream and watch a movie.. we'll c steph is prob gonna ditch me 2 night anyways so mine as well have fun while i can.. wish me luck 2 tripped! | walk with me!

Happy birthday 2 me. [18 May 2005|12:34pm] o shit! Yesterday did mcas then left early with Kay and Morg got expresso's then ice cream and then i went shopping with steph and did other things.. Kaliegh told me we we're gonna have a girls night @ 8 to come over so i did. It was a surprise birthday party!! she is no doubt the best!! i never had a suprise birthday and i had no idea about it.. she was good.. Last night about 50 people called my fone from midnight on and i turn it off and then people come over until 4 in the morning so i got no sleep ha but it was fun....  today school 4 a lil then steph had flowers sent to me @ school!! that was awesome i love her :) and then i got to open all my gifts from her hot shit.. but im excited i dont feel any older tho :) 9 tripped! | walk with me!

[16 May 2005|03:34pm] [ mood | happy ]  TWO DAYS until my birthday :) yay im excited i still have no idea wut im gonna do im hoping this weekends weather isnt gonna b shit. i gotta check that out and ill let every1 no by wednesday wut im gonna do.. Steph has a suprise 4 me.. im scared haha.. she was like ur gonan freak out.. hmm?  im kind of liking mcas bc i no i dont have to pass bc im going to ND next yr so thats straight and im leaving early everyday.. so thats cool shit. so ya me and steph were talking and im pretty sure we're getting an appartment june 1st hot shit mad parties im siked.. but ill keep ya posted on the b day plans good luck with mcas every1.. 1 tripped! | walk with me!

im so in love its sad. [15 May 2005|10:00pm] [ mood | tired ] hmm.. Let's its been a little more than a month and 2day was the second fight.. I hate it bc it is over the most stupid things.. Basically me hanging out with certain people.. And it sucks bc these people r my best friends but apparently i touch them 2 much...?? hhh i hate doubting shit!. Im so happy but i just feel like sumthing is missing.. i guess time will tell.. wish me luck.. 5 tripped! | walk with me!

[13 May 2005|01:41pm] [ mood | naughty ] 5 days until my birthday!!!!!!.. holler cant wait. ya today me and the kayster and the rest of the school left early.. me and kay got micky d's and then went to tthe mall and i got sum balls :) woot... then i dropped her off then met steph @ her work so we cood grab lunch.. today i have to work 3-6 then me and steph r going to the movies then out to dinner i might hit up a after party 2 night but i have to work mad early so im so sure about that... we'll see. so thats wut im doing Bon Fire on friday the 20th on rollstone st if the weather isnt fucking crappy if its gonna b then im not sure @ all wut im gonna do.. prob just a party here.. enless sumone wants to throw me a suprise Partay~.. that wood b the greatest,, but ok gonna go get ready for work.. so leave me sum ideas.. wut is every1 up 2 this weekend? | walk with me!

[10 May 2005|03:43pm] [ mood | sick ] i bling in my white t.. this journal thing is retarded no one reads it any more.  i stayed home from school i havent slept in about 3 weeks so im was going crazy and im really sick w. this head cold thing.. errrr But im still with my love everyday which never seems to b enough even with living with me.. Its crazy but i love it.. my birthday is next wednesday i no my party will most def b on the 20th which is next friday so i just gotta figure out the details and ill let every1 no.. Summers almost  here :) 8 tripped! | walk with me!

i never felt this happy b4 [03 May 2005|10:38pm] [ mood | grateful ] As i look into your eyes i see the flame burning inside when you touch me i lose my grip and feel as if I'm flying when you hold my hand i sense the love for that one moment you and i are as one i feel so safe when you hold me in your arms everything else in the world just fades away when I'm with you i never want you to leave me but as you kiss me goodbye and say that you love me too it sends chills throughout my body as we part in separate ways i can still feel your touch and smiling to myself you leave me with pure joy and wanting more i cant wait until i see you again i love you so much i give you my heart and soul i trust you with my life I'll love you forever and always | walk with me!

[02 May 2005|03:27pm] [ mood | cheerful ] wow wow wow... dont even remember my weekend i no it was fun as hell tho.. Mason's saturday night 4 a minute then Bill's house got fucked up woot! Im really liking getting my life back.. Started work on sunday and went to school today it wasnt bad @ all.. It was really cool 2 see every1 just have wut seemed to b a normal day... Today it is suppose 2 thunderstorm. Iam excited ha doesnt take much.. | walk with me!

[30 Apr 2005|03:14pm] [ mood | crazy ] o shit!.. Yesterday went back to school it was pretty fun bc i did shit.. :) woot .. Umm then last night hot shit first me kay and meg went to my nefues baseball game got attacked by bugs... no good but then we got Alcky went to Alicias she had like me dan jon derek meg kay anna stopped by i got so fucked up it was awesome then i came home stopped by Orlando's to see melissa it was pretty cool 2 day im chillen then figuring out my plans 4 the night.. we'll see 2 tripped! | walk with me!

[28 Apr 2005|02:14pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Hey now ur an all star  :-p hehe Oy' back to school 2 marrow it was a good time off i think im gonna b sick of school after the 1st class but wut can ya do. It will b over soon enough.. Going back to work this weekend 2. Only looking forward to money.. I think all this is gonna completely suck bc me and my love r never gonna see each other :*(!!!!!!!!!!.. Not good not good @ all.. I mean other than living together right now and we're getting an appartment together in like 2 weeks im so fucking happy. It shood b fun hearing the rasp of my mother tho.. O well.. Tutoring today from 3-530 ewwww but it is my last day and im gonna finish all my shit 2 day.. woot to that. Its looking like a shitty weekend weather wise so prob no bon fire we'lll see.. I wana go 2 the 99 2 night.. any takers? 2 tripped! | walk with me!

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